[Roimata]

Ten multiplied by Twelve:

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Ten multiplied by twelve.
The answer arrives five minutes later,
But the only praise that's given to me is laughter.
Tears are fighting their way down my cheeks.

Please, listen to me when I say,
"Intelligence only goes so far.
You can flaunt your knowledge for so long,
But in the middle of a dire situation will you have the courage to move?
Will you be able to fight?"

I watch each and every step I take.
The sound created by the gravel captivates me.
The wind messes up my hair.

Even though I may not find much more to speak about the history of science.
There's something I know more then my times tables,
That is my feelings about you.

Ten multiplied by twelve.
One hundred twenty.

Nicolaus Copernicus died in 1543.
The same year his book, On the Revolutions of the Celestial Spheres, was published.
I will continue to grow.
So, could you notice my existence?

Twelve multiplied by twelve.
It's answer is irrelevant compared to you.

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Bye-bye:

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The cherry blossom petals fall like tears,
And disappears before I can catch it.
My feet hit the shaky earth unsteadily.
My eyes are trying to get used to a foreign land.

"I just have to keep moving."

The life that I used to experience around me,
Is disappearing like the petals I can never catch.
The upturned earth can never fix itself,
So, how can I expect to be save myself?

Memories are erased all around me.
The riverside, the school roof, and the cafe shop is gone.
So, I wrote this farewell note filled with tears.

The life that I used to experience around me,
Is disappearing like the petals I can never catch.
The upturned earth can never fix itself.
So, how can I expect to be save myself?

"Bye-bye, pretty pink petals."

The petals fall endlessly around me,
Covered by thick walls and crushing water.
The petals that I can never catch,
Are forever unreachable.

"Bye-bye, pretty pink petals."

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Four Years:

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Even though we'll separate in four years,
Don't let that mean that all our times together will fade,
Because I won't be myself if that were to happen.

Even though we're not socially active,
Even though we don't stretch the limits of what we can do,
I can still say that this will be the greatest moments of my life.

What's the matter with you?
You've been distant lately.
Does your singularity bother you, still?

Please, smile at me.
I don't want to lose you,
All because some hormonal boy won't say yes.

Even though we're not socially active.
Even though we don't stretch the limits of what we can do.
I can still say that this will be the greatest moments of my life.

Let's go watch that new movie.
Let's go buy that new book.
You're still sick, I understand, rest peacefully.

What's the matter with you?
You've been distant lately.
Are your parents making you unhappy again?

If you cry I'll cry too,
And absorb all your sad feelings.
Just so I can see you smile again.

Don't act like you're alone,
I'm standing right here.
Don't shake in fear by yourself,
I'll shake with you.

The stars are clear tonight such a rare occurrence.
Maybe I can finally show you the Summer Triangle that I used to know in my hometown.

Even though we're not socially active.
Even though we don't stretch the limits of what we can do.
I can still say that this will be the greatest moments of my life.


Even though we'll separate in four years,
Don't let that mean that all our times together will fade,
Because I won't be myself if that were to happen.

"Hey? How are you?"
You sent in a text message while I was crying.

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Alone:

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You are someone special to me.
No friend I've had has impacted me as much as you have.
Take these words and melodies I've created and wrap them in your heart.
So, that even if you grow to hate me I won't be forgotten.

Please stay,
I want you here with me.
If you distance yourself from me,
I won't care.
My smile will continue,
As long as you are beside me.
Please stay.

These passionate dreams are lost.
Reality shattered their hope.
Even so I will continue to spread these melodies and words.
So, that one day, someone will be rescued by them.

Please stay,
I want you here with me.
If you distance yourself from me,
I won't care.
My smile will continue,
As long as you are beside me.
Please stay.

You are someone special to me.
No friend I've had has impacted me as much as you have.
Take these words and melodies I've created and wrap them in your heart.
So, that even if you grow to hate me I won't be forgotten.

"I love you"

I want to be the one with you forever.
Even if I'm kept at a distance I won't care.
Even if you're turn into someone else.
I'll stay by your side.

"I still love you."

These are over used phrases and meanings but I still felt like writing something like this anyways.

[Roimata]

That Type of Demon:

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I don't know where I'm going to be tomorrow.
I don't know if you're going to be here with me.
Will you not be my friend tomorrow?
I'm sorry for tending to hate too easily.

Even if I hate you tomorrow,
Even if you still chase me,
I promise I won't try to hate you for it.
Just don't cry over me.

I'm sorry I'm such a indecisive person.
I'm just that type of demon.
Can you still accept me,
Even if you might not be beside me tomorrow?

I'm sorry for not telling you enough.
I'm sorry for bearing everything to the point of turning into a deadly explosion.
If you will just stay with me,
I promise I will slowly tell you everything.

I'm sorry I'm such a indecisive person.
I'm just that type of demon.
Can you still accept me,
Even if you might not be beside me tomorrow?

I'm sorry for crying too much.
I'm sorry for apologizing for everything.
Having you here with me makes me want to be a better person.

So, I want to repent for everything I've done.
So, you can look at me with an confident smile,
Without wondering what indecisive thing I will do today.

[Roimata]

What Color does your Voice Create?:

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What color does your voice create?
I want to know what your world is like.

Is it beautiful?

The world contains so many colors.
Whether it's the love of the cherry blossom or the pureness of the snow,
My breathe stops in awe.
But when I see you,
My heart stops completely.
You are the perfect spectrum of colors to me.

Won't you share your alien world with me.

What color does your voice create?
Is it beautiful or ugly?
What does this world look through your eyes.

What color does my voice create?
Does it emit a soft lavender hue when I speak to you?
What color?

Your sobs are threatening to shatter my heart into pieces.
Does your sob emit an ugly brown?
Does it match the night sky on a cloudy night?

I want to see your world.
So, you won't have to be alone.
You can share your burden with me.

What color does your voice create?
Is it beautiful or ugly?
What does this world look like through your eyes.
What color does my voice create?
Does it emit a soft lavender hue when I speak to you?

"I love you."

I promise I won't let you cry alone again.
Just as long as you promise to tell me about the secret colors of the world.

Your sobs are threatening to shatter my heart into pieces.
Does your sob emit an ugly brown?
Does it match the night sky on a cloudy night?

I want to see your world.
So, you won't have to be alone.
You can share your burden with me.

What color is our love?

[Roimata]

Help:

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I remember the first day I met you.
Alone crying on the steps of the school.
I didn't even mean to overhear.
In fact, I meant to just walk past you.

That's when my ears picked out the words,
"I wish all of them would just go away.
Stupid drunks, and druggies, I hate them all."
I immediately turned around and saw myself in you.

These words are so cliche,
But it's something the needs to be repeated in order to be heard.
"You are not alone in your feelings,
So, you can stop crying."

Those words did not reach your ears.
In fact, they just went right through you.
That night I cried harshly,
For your sake.

When I woke the next day,
The clouds drooped sadly.
The gray color syncing itself with my feelings.
I played the sweet familiar melody that soothes me.
That's when I had a life changing thought.

"I want them to all go away.
I want them.
I want."

I shall change the world for your sake.
I'll create sweet phrases to suite your tastes.
Then, those words will blasted around the world witch catchy beats.

I'll change the world with music.
A world-changing goal all my own,
Just for you.
So, I'll be able to see you smile.

These words are so cliche,
But it's something the needs to be repeated in order to be heard.
"You are not alone in your feelings,
So, you can stop crying."

Those words did not reach your ears.
In fact, they just went right through you.
That night I cried harshly,
For your sake.

I want to create a world such as that.
Where one gets joy from a catchy melodic phrase,
And not feel the need to follow its trend.
That's a world I want to create.

I don't want to accomplish it by politics,
Or forcing my ideals upon others.
I want to create a world where everyone can trust each other,
Not feel the need to get drunk with each other.

Let's open our hearts, not our eyes.
For only the truth can be seen then.
Let's change the world together, you and I.
With these words and your beat,
Let's start a revolution to change the world,
For everyone's sake.

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Echo:

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The sun shines brightly outside,
And I lust for its warmth.
But I can only pretend to feel it through my eyes,
Imagining its velvet comfort.
I forever sleep in such a cold room,
Watching the entropy outside.

My voice echoes off these walls,
Believing the world will hear my words.
My heart yearns to reach their ears,
But its ends up as a faint buzz.

The echo of footsteps and laughter,
Are the remainders of what I once had.
The girl on the other side of the glass,
Reflects all her sins upon me.

"Let's see we can witness today.
A mass murder,
Or loneliness. "

My voice echoes off these walls,
Believing the world will hear my words.
My heart yearns to reach their ears,
But its ends up as a faint buzz.

I can't see anything anymore.
Everything is smudged in black.
The faint images of laughter.
Fade along with the Girl full of Sins.

My voice echoes off these walls in pain,
Cracking the world's balance.
My heart shatters and blends with,
The Girl of Sins.

I can no longer hear your voice.

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Brand New Day:

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The morning produces a clear sky,
But your frown acts like it's raining.
Your gesticulations tell me to get away.
The shadow you bear lengthens.

What's wrong?
Silence ripens as you refuse to say.
Your colors start to wash away with the rain.

Say "Hello, brand new day!"
Forget all your worries of yesterday,
And focus on the clear sky.

It's time to say goodbye,
To all your sad feelings,
Like a disappearing rocket in the sky.

Forget all your worries,
And become a sky driver.

You're sitting by yourself again.
That lonely expression doesn't suite you.
You should give yourself a break.
It takes more energy to frown, ya' know?

What are you worried about?
You know that I'm here for you, ready to hear your every word.

Say "Hello, brand new day!"
Forget all your worries of yesterday,
And focus on the clear sky.

It's time to say goodbye,
To all your sad feelings,
Like a disappearing rocket in the sky.

Forget all your worries,
And become a sky driver.

The colors that you once wore,
Are returning with new variations.
Each confident thought causing a influx of vivid colors.

You whisper "Hello, brand new day!"
Without my knowing,
And focus on the clear sky.

It's time to say goodbye,
To all your sad feelings,
Like a disappearing rocket in the sky.

You shout "Hello, brand new day!"
Involving everyone around you,
And focus on the clear sky.

It's time to say goodbye,
To all your sad feelings,
Like a disappearing rocket in the sky.

"I'll become a sky driver for you!"

Gesticulation or gesticulate means to make gestures especially while speaking, as for emphasis.

A sky driver is a metaphor for being carefree in this poem.

[Roimata]

Bubbles:

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"Why do you write such frightening, saddening things?"
What else exists to describe?
What else exists that truly matter?
Underneath all these happy fantasies one thing continuously appears,
In the true end,
Sadness.

It's the only thing I can I realize.
The only thing I can point out harshly.
It's my true skill,
Something to give to the world,
Never ending sadness.
Terrifying, frightening sadness.

Please, don't try to press your happy memories on me.
They'll just get washed away in the rain.
Do not rely on me with your burdens.
They'll pop into nonexistence like a bubble.
I'm not the independent adult that you make me out to be.

The words you spout to me are shaking.
Your eyes tell me that you wish this was a lie.
You slowly fade away,
Like a pair of eyes lost in fog.
The fog grasps the edges of my consciousness.

Please, don't try to press your happy memories on me.
They'll just get washed away in the rain.
Do not rely on me with your burdens.
They'll pop into nonexistence like a bubble.
I'm not the independent adult that you make me out to be.

You tell me all these terrible things happening to you,
Eyes bulging with my reflection.
"Stop expecting me to save you.
You know that's impossible for a person like me."

"I can't be the one to save you."

Do not rely on me with your burdens.
They'll pop into nonexistence like a bubble.
I'm not the independent adult that you make me out to be.

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Happiness:

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Today I'll put on a little bit of make-up, just to change things.
My continuous routine is starting to make me sick.
Homework and projects with three day deadlines.
Let's burn them all with fire.

The rain pours down in sheets,
And certain things are destroyed.
This tired conversation,
And the ruler that marks our distance.
Can you tell me which one concerns you more?

Excuses that you endlessly pour out,
Show me just how much of a weak creature you are.
"Would it be better if I just died?"
That's just an excuse for being afraid to die.

Thoughts that you endlessly pour out,
Show me just how much of a desperate creature you are.
The thump of your headphones,
Shows how much humans are unneeded.

The self-confidence boosting outfit that you bought today,
Shows how much material things matter.
The fattening dessert and the flirtatious smile you give freely,
Mark the border of where built morals were lost.

The never ending provoking temptations,
That are easily eaten.
The chatter of selected words,
And the clatter of shoes,
Provides the birds with a perfect vantage point to laugh.
Can you tell me why they choose to laugh?

Words of comfort may be exchanged,
But the inevitable fact that you are alone,
Forever hangs over your head,
Threatening to break you apart.

Excuses that you endlessly pour out,
Show me just how much of a weak creature you are.
"Would it be better if I just died?"
That's just an excuse for being afraid to die.

Thoughts that you endlessly pour out,
Show me just how much of a desperate creature you are.
The thump of your headphones,
Shows how much humans are unneeded.

Let's laugh for a while,
Soaking in the thought,
That someone exists for each person.
When we break it down it's just a built up lie.

Thoughts that you endlessly pour out,
Show me just how much of a weak creature you are.
The thump of your headphones,
Shows how much humans are unneeded.

Excuses that you endlessly pour out,
Show me just how much of a desperate creature you are.

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Summer Shadow:

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Once again, once again.
Once again, once again.
Once again, once again.

The wind was whistling it's sad old tune,
And the sun left its summer shadow under the tree we used to sleep under.
The grass flailed itself like hungry baby birds,
All that was foreshadowed anything but happiness.

I fight to keep you alive,
Even if I never see you again.
Just know that in your heart,
The earth will never open up and swallow you.

I fight to find you alive,
Even if I never see you again.
Just know that if you look into the night sky,
You will see my face watching over you.

The clanking of swords and the thump of kicks,
Becomes my own version of a lullaby.
"Why haven't you found me yet?"
I find myself asking the stars above me.

I fight to find you alive.
I've lost feeling in my arm.
The horse underneath me is dead,
But my body still moves.

I fight to keep you alive.
My new scars will show you that.
My hope to see you may be dead,
But I'll continue protecting you.

Once again, once again.
Once again, once again.
Once again, once again.

I fight to keep you alive,
Even if I never see you again.
Just know that in your heart,
The earth will never open up and swallow you.

I fight to find you alive,
Even if I never see you again.
Just know that if you look into the night sky,
You will see my face watching over you.

Story:

This is poem from a girl's and a boy's perspective. The girl was taken away to fight in the nation's army unwillingly so she's fighting to keep her friend (the boy) alive by helping to prevent their enemy from reaching their country and the boy is fighting to see the girl once again.

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Pinky Promise:

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This suffocation chimes in tune with the clock.
My tears stain the sheets.

Where are the people who promised,
That we would stay together forever?
Is being an adult really this painful?
I’d rather die, I’d rather die,
Then live to see tomorrow this way.

I want to say beside you.
Your eyes drift over someone else.
I lost,
Something precious.

My tears have dried long ago,
Since they have no one to cry for.
My heart has popped into nothingness long ago.
Since it became too swollen because of loneliness.

This life,
Is not,
Worth it,
To me.

I’d rather,
Just die,
Becoming,
An adult is too painful.
I’d rather just die becoming an adult is too painful.

Where are the people who promised,
That we would stay together forever?
Is being an adult really this painful?
I’d rather die, I’d rather die,
Then live to see tomorrow this way.

Weakness is the only reason I live.
I’m as useful as a cold.
I’m as useful as a dead flower.

There’s only one minute left.

“Friends forever?”
“Pinky promise?”
“Pinky promise.”

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Calculate:

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“You’re such an idiot. I don’t know why I ever loved you.”
Those last words you said to me still ring in my ears.
That moment felt like a desk had just been thrown at me.
Elven paper cuts were absentmindedly given to me that day.

Pencils echo in the small classroom,
Struggling to prove their worth.
Mathematics books are thrown at me,
As I fail to calculate your love for me.
Or even your thoughts of me.

I’m starting to see your true self.
Geometry is an unneeded factor in this.
I’m starting to see your lusty self.

The X’s that mark my body,
Show your dissatisfaction with me.
The probability that wishing upon a star,
Will help this situation,
Is something that is impossible.

I could eat all the comforting sweets in world,
But that won’t help my hunger for you.
I only know the scent of you,
And it smells of mystery meat.
I’m starting to see your true self.
Chemistry is an unneeded factor in this.


The X’s that mark my body,
Show your dissatisfaction with me.
The probability that wishing upon a star,
Will help this situation,
Is something that is impossible.

We can continue to act love each other,
And continuously throw “stupid” at each other.
This will just continue to be a Sadistic Love.

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Orbit:

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I crashed into an endless orbit around you.
Your gravity pulled me closer to you,
Just like the relationship between the Earth and Moon.
Even so, a distance still existed between us.

Dodging meteors gets tiring day after day.
The flaming stars burn up my heart.

I want to ask you to take off your helmet.
I promise you that I will too.
I want this suffocation gap to close,
And enable to let us breathe together as one.

This freezing planet makes you seem melancholic.
Let's go to the peaceful purple one instead.
I hate seeing your crying face.
It's just something that doesn't fit you.

I want to ask you to take off your helmet.
I promise you that I will too.
I want this suffocation gap to close,
And enable to let us breathe together as one.

Just arrange the stars you see,
And express your worries to me.
I'll soon let a black hole swallow the stars,
Letting your troubles
disappear.

"Will you take off your helmet?
I promise you that I will too.
I wish for this suffocation gap to close,
And enable us to breathe together as one."

Colors:

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The world inverts its colors.
Everyone becomes blind.
Only the color red can be noted.
It coats moving organisms finely.
it breaks the shape of a heart into pieces.
Destroys everything it touches.
It drains the world to the color grey.
The world becomes color blind.

The pieces of machinery whine loudly.
The only existing object that shows color.
Its voice echoes like a banshee.
Until nothing is moving.
Something is hiding.
Coated in the color red,
Glowing with bright blue eyes.
It stops moving.

The voice of the colors have been lost.
It's been left to the sound of whining machinery.
To tell the next generations,
Of the organisms that used to have color.

Something that's a sin,
Is the only hope that exists.
With the possibility that its acting,
Might return the world's colors.

This one is coated in the color green.
Its counterpart is colored in red.
Only one contains the broken pieces of the heart.
Choose wisely.

A tearing eye lays splattered on the floor,
Rolling around lost.
An ear hangs limply,
From the cold steel it's sloppily attached to.

The landscape changes rapidly,
And before the year's over it's alien.
The sun shines on glistening metal,
Containing the color red.

Lies.

The voice of the colors have been lost.
It's been left to the sound of whining machinery.
To tell the next generations,
Of the organisms that used to have color.

Yep, I have two poems this time.

I hope you're as excited as I think you are.