[karcen]

Someone had come up to her it was the second time today, though she did slightly regongnize the voice the Khajiit from earlier why was he talking to her. Was he tryign to get her made, maybe he didn't know it was her; though what he wanted to know was more intresting, he had read the book every word was true it eouldn;t surpirse her if it had been fact checked by the dewmer when it was written, did this Khajiit really not belive the book. how should she answer, she could easly just tell him the book was true, her people were cruel twisted people. even if she told him that she needed to insult him, but he hadn't reacted with fear to her first round of insults, maybe he was violent, she would just have to hope she wouldn't have to fight, of course she had felmer with her so she could take him.

"The book you read is outdated of course i doubt something like you would take the time to think about that." seh said her tone cold and sharp "The method they talk about in the book are outdated, we have much better methods to put to use when we are bored"

She didn't feel she had insulted him eough to simply leave, she had to make sure he wouldn't bother her, anyone wanting to learn about her people from her might as well pick up that book, she had nothing more to add to it.

"Of course i know it must be hard for somone with your pedigree to understand how far above you the dewmer are, in fact you are lucky you did not distrube me in a dewmer city otherwise i would flay you for aproching me as though you were anywhere near being equal to me, our automunculi are better than your people. With that said what other questions about the great dewmer do you have, not that i think you'll remeber anythign i tell you seeing as you didn't remember me from our last encounter" She said her tone arogant and cold.

[OkamiFang]

Zackery's ears folded down as he got bombarded by some insults. He was shocked that it was the same girl from before. What was with her? She is so mean and unhappy and it would be nice for her to be herself and happy. Everyone deserves to be happy. Then again Zackery hardly had feelings. Feelings were as troublesome as talking with others. No one woukd understand the love he had for reading and learning. Regardless he was going to have to settle with her and hope he could get some anwsers from her. He would most likly expect more insults.

"Well...thank you. I was never rich or pampered but I will except the pedigree comment. Look the book I read on your race was...umm..well uninformative. Sadly, I could not learn anything. I am interested, can you please tell me about your race?" Zackery said.

"Oh by the way forgive my manners. I am Zackery. Please accept this!" Zackwry said as he bent over with both of his hands held out towards her. Fog started in the middle and startted to fall from his hands and fell to the floor. A Ice crystal was formed in his hands and was presented to her.

[karcen]

Tela was once again surpirsed why wouldn't this idiot just go away, she didn't want to tell him anything, she had said the book was right and it was what more did he want, and what was with the snowflake, a gift with and introduction, he was being far to nice, he had to be with somone, or just plain stupid, first she had to deal with the gift, she didn't want to throw it away, she did rather like how it looked,a nd it was a nice gesture even if it was wasted.

She grabbed the snowfalke and turned it over some looking at it "A rather pathatic bit of work, if this is your people call quality, i will have to send it home they will get a laugh out of it" She said giving it to felmer.

If that didn't send him away dijected she had to step it out, how could she make him know she wanted nothign to do with him, even if that wasn't exactly true, but still he could be here to test her, not to mention it would be rather anyoing to have anyoen around her that could mess up her cover. She coudl easily answer him, but she would have to do it the worst way she could.

"i see you won't be satified by justa book, your kinds couriosity has always gotten you in trouble, So to keep you from diriting our halls, I will tell you about our people or at least affrim what you read in that book, of course your retention is lacking it seems so listen well to my answers i will not repet myself. Now then what idiotic questions do you have about the dewmer Khajiit " She said cold and with ahint of anger.

[OkamiFang]

This was strange. She was saying everythig in that book was true. To Zackery it looked like hog wash. What race thrives on hurting others? Obviously this is true. Zackery was glad to know the bool did not fail him. Well he now knkws a little about them.

"You know what, I mis judged the book. Obviously you think its right and I am quite please with that result. For future reference I am a Neko. Kajhit was our ancestors 200 years ago. Look I do not know if you hate life or are having a bad day. It can be your race but I will tell you this. I dont not fear you nor feel the sting of your insults. Emotions are troublesome and I dont need them. If you like to pick on others as a thrill go ahead but your wasting your breathe on me. I thank you for you time on clarifying the book was good. May your life be a joyous one dwemer."Zackery said in a plain tone.

Zackery lived a life. Well I am not sure about that. Since he spent the last seven years on the streets by himself and was beaten up for his size and race alot. Starved and cried because he was exiled from his family and communite. He was drained emotionally and his feelings went as well.

[karcen]

Tela felt a smal tiwnge of pity of the Kajhit, but more anger, real anger, she ahted when peopel simpyl turned off their emotions, what was life with out feeling, if you lived without feeling you couldn't grow you couldn;t move forward, you were stagnated stuck in that moment you turned them off. She may not know what suffering he endured but she did feel she could understand some of it, being liek no one around you, never knowing if you were going to get stabed in the back, she had spent weeks getting tourtured by her own family even longer by others outside her family, and yet she was supposed to remain perfect just like everyone else. Dispite all this suffreing she still felt things, still let the pain flow, she could move on, she could gorw even if she was hurt when she did so. Seh coudl onyl look at him real disgust in her eyes, she had actully felt he was worth wasteing time talking to , it was why she was goign to answer his questions, but how could she talk to somthing, that was less than an animal, a person thet might was well have been a rock, useless unchanging, pointles.

"It seems i did wate my breath" She said her tone rather sad instead of furious " it thought i was talking to somethign that was alive instead of its hallow shell"

Why had she said that, she should have been mad at hit, furious, she should have insulted and demeaned him, she should have hidden behind her mask of hate liek she always did, why did this one time she show any emotion to him to anyone, that wasn't how dewmer were, they were above such things, no other race could affect them, that was how they were ment to be, why couldn't she be above these things like them. No w she had shown weakness, if he was a spy she wouldn't have much time, if he wasn't then there would be rumors, she was doomed now, and it was all this things fault she couldn't even call it a living being.

" I do hope your happy you may have just ended my life by getting me to show any emotions, of course you can't feel anythign can you, your just like a statue aren't you. Now go away and go about you pretend life fooling yourself that you are still alive somewhere else, i should at least have some dignity when they decide to kill me" she said her voice both anrgy and sad.

She had only had three years away from them now she would be draged back to her family and killed for beign weak, she had known that this would ahppen, she couldn't keep it up forever, but only three years how pathetic.

[OkamiFang]

Zackery looked at her. He felt like she was not understanding. Zackery could feel emotions like sadness, anger, jealousy, happiness, pain etc. He just ignored them as hard as he could. They were troublesome. Why would he be happy living and trying to survive on the cold streets at the age of 12 and reletlessly beaten all the time. Why bother with all of that. What was really strange was that this dwemer was sympathetic towards him. It made Zackery feel weird. His heart kind of tingled at the thought. He shook his head not trying to think or react to the feeling but to focus more on what she had said.

If she said the book he read is true and the Dwemer are a power hungry race that believes in strengh and does not show empathy or feelings for anyone then she just jumped a loop. She did in fact show emotion let alone to another race. What Zackery found astonishing is how they would find out. She is the only Dwemer he has seen here and Ragnarok Academy is in the middle of snow mountainous area in the middle of no where.

"No your wrong. I can feel and have emotions. That is something I can not control. I just wish to not get involved in them. If what your saying is true about the book and your race's customs then I am sorry. I am sorry I caused you such turmoil, believe me this was not my intentions. I doubt they can find you here though let alone how can they be sure you kade such a mistake." Zackery said.

[karcen]

She had been mistaken, the one time she had shown somthign other than hate, she had been wrong, how coudl she have been so foolish. She woudl be foudn out, all it took what whispers, and they would hear. peopel didn't know how much the dwemer listened, spies and trick they kept tabs on everyone, they watched everyoen they hated.

"they will know i maybe here to watch but they have people to watch me" She said " SO they will know, or there is a good chance they will know" comtinued her toen slightly fearful.

She didn;t want to go back, it might be painfull to be here but it was better than going back, her death wouldn;t be fast it would be slow drawn out, and it was all this boys fault, why did he have to mess her up, cause her to stumble once, that was all it was goign to take, if any of the spies saw what had just happened now she would be doomed.

"And don't think they will be happy with just me you caused this they will come after you too, and i don't care what pain you have experanced, dewmer torture will be far worse. " She said now angry

[OkamiFang]

Zackery got angry. What was with her! This is why he did not bother with emotions. They bring nothing but trouble. Pain? Pain...worse experiences? Pain is pain and Zackery knew pain all too well. He has experienced it daily for the past six years and was not a bit worried about it. This girl was troublesome and so was her race. Zackey never herd of such a demented race before and wondered why they wernt extinct the way they treated people. What bother Zackery was that now he was some kind of accomplace for her undoing? This was so bent out of shape. Zackery took a deep breathe and pinched the bridge of his nose. His tail flickered as his ears bent. He took one last breath that came out as a sigh.

"Look I really do not have to for this."Zackery said as he relaxed. It always felt good to be just in the middle of emotions. At the point where you feel nuterual. He looked at her with uncarring eyes.

"I do not really care. Your race bugs me and finding out was nothing but a big head ache. If your race is more demented than they are to hunt me down because you slipped up then whatever. I dont care. I got to head to class anyways."Zackery said

[karcen]

at least he got that much, though tela assumed he was underestamating dewmer torture, he understood they were demented, he knew they were creul, so why didn;t he seem to take the idea seriously. She could only guess he didn't realse they couldn't tolerate anyone knowing that one of them had been inperfect, they had an image to portect.

"being late dosen't matter, though i guess the idea of torutre at masters of the art dosen't phase,. You should know this the book mentions my people vanity, they will kill you because you know, but just like my death it wont come fast they will remove limbs and organs, the fastest death we can look forward to is in about a year after they captuer us " She said

She hated people who just turned off thweir feelings, they were just cowards running away from reality. She felt no matter how harsh the world was you had to face it, not hide from it, even though her coming heer had been just that. Perhaps she was a being over hypocritcal then to hate people for runnign when she had doen the same, but she ran nto for fear of being hurt but rather the desire to live, was self persevation cowardly. if no one saw what had happaned then he would eb the only one, she could simply kill him and hide the body one student going missing was nothing, they woudl just think he chickened out, and she could go back to normal.

"So i need a way to assure myself you won't mention this to anyone, if they hear this happened, then im sure neither of us wants to face the result, and i really do dislike killing , so perhaos i coudl remove your vocal cords, i am of course open to sugestions, but i i will not let you leave until i know you will say nothing" She said

[OkamiFang]

Zackery just could not seem to get away from her. She just can not understand let alone he doubts she will. If it truely came down to that part where they came after him he woild fight untill he is dead. He is not that foolish to be captured. Zackery hates talking and this was waaayy more talking than he does in a few days or a week.

"Look I hate talking and this conversation surpass what I would do for a weeks worth. Second of all I dont care about this " tweek ". Zackery said.

Zackery got up close to her and whispered in her ear as his hands rested on her shoulders.

"And what happens in this empty hall stays in this hall. What has been said will not leave me because it does not matter to me. You are yourself and you should be grateful. Other people will not know because its none of their buoseness. Please do better in hiding it though. Zackey said as he softly chuckeled. He moved away from her ear and released her and took a few steps back. He did not want to say anything out loud that might release any information to others after all walls do have ears and as far as this bump between those two it was more of a argument if anyone herd or information sharing with insults.

[karcen]

she didn't care that this idiot had gotten close to her, she was distracted by the ideas of what would happen if he ever mentioned this. thought it was crazy he expected her to trust him she had insulted and demeanded him, she had been the perfect image of a dewmer up until now, why would he forgive her cruelty even with he story it was not an excuse for acting so mean, hwo coudl she know he wouldn't use this aginst her, he hid his feelings it seemed , he must hide his motives and plans, he was goign to get her back, or so she guessed, that was the way most people seemed to work. how could she let him go knowing one slip from him ment her fall, of course he used ice magic that was far away from darkness, maybe they would never see each other agai.

"Fine i will trust you dispite your obvious nature to lie, and i have a bit of adive, you should be more emotional, you can, now go and lets hope we never meet again" she said in a bit of a commanding tone

[OkamiFang]

Zackery quickly turned around and started walking. He did not know weither to feel scorned by her actions or relieved he can go. He sarted heading towards his class. He was able to find it easily and walked in and sat down. It felt good to be here and learn. No need to talk and no need for weird emotional feelings either. The proffessor came in and started to lecture. Zackery scribbked down as many notes as possible. All tye projects done in the class were fun and ammueing. Watching other ice users preform was quite a feat.

Class was sad that it ended so fast. Apperently this was his only class for today. He looked up at the wall. 11:00am.

Well there was a library in the Foyer and Zackery loved to read. He doesnt want to be bothered so he headed down that direction. He soon found himself in the foyer again and browsed through some books. He grabed a book full of poems and hikus and sat down. He opened the boom and started to visualize the meanings of these poems. It was really relaxing and soothing.

[karcen]

Tela could abrely stand that she had let that boy go, she shoudl have rip his vocal cords out of his throat. She was to soft, she woudl deffantly be foudn out, that boy didn't realze how lucky he could be, he was free to have emotions, she wasn't and what did he do he rejected him, she should kill him just for that, rejecting your emotions was rejecting your self and rejecting yourself was the same as being dead.

"i am not going to class today i don't feel like it any more" She said to felmer

She nodded and followed Tela who had started moveing towards her room, ina far off corner of the living queaters. it was sapsious, a rather nice room even though she had to insult it at every turn just like everything else. She oppened the door, there was the sound of gears meetign and metal scurryign acrost the floor, she had brought a few mantanaice type spider automonculi with her, she liked the un judging machines, she had made them herself, it was somthing she did well, somthign she liked. She flopped onto her bed and balcked out today had been to much

[OkamiFang]

[A figure stood out in the heavy snow in a cloak looking at the academy. A smirk appeared across her face. She found the Place she moved her fingers fast as a red light trailed her fingers as two balls of warm flames floated above her shoulders. She took a step after another each foot going in the snow. She continued on her path towards the college. She knew as soon as she found out about her power where she would be going. She missed that boy. He tormmented her. She soon approached the door and opened it. Where was everyone? There was a boy reading at the table but no one else. She looked at the boy agsin. He seemed familiar. She walked up to him.

"Excuse me. Do you know where everyone is?"She asked smiling.

The boy loomed up at her as his ears twitched. She went into shock and her heart started to race and her face flushed. It was him and she was sure of it.

[karcen]

Felmer, otherwise known as Fela had spent another day follwing her friend and in truth owner around in the acdemy. They had been in the acdemy for three years now after being sent to spy on the acdemy by the rulers of the dewmer. It seemed that may or may not end soon, Tela had shown emotions other than comtempt for another race, if anyone back home heard of this all involved parites would be taken away, and troutured then put to death, this included teal the boy and herself. The boy had said he wouldn't say anything, and in truth didn't really seem to care about the threat. The problem was with nayone who may have been hiding in the hallway, there most liekly wasn't fela could normally tell some how.

"Tela you should not be so emotional over this, i am sure he will keep his word" she said calmly to tela who was on her bed

Tela had been out for a few minutes she guessed when Fela had spoken up about the run in, how could she have done that. She didn't think she could trust the boy to keep his word, if he did he would most likely want to extort her, which was just as good as being dead.

"I think your underreactign if they found out we would all be killed, i think i am reacting just fine" she said sharply

Fela sighed, tela was always so extreme when she could be, and in a dewmer city she could be right, but they were no where near a dewmer city, yes they had spies, but still that still took time to get a message back. She didn;t think the boy worked as a spy otherwise he would have been more smug about telas' responce. Ti was still ironic he had managed to hit telas' button about emotions, that was some luck.

"I do not think the boy is working with them, and the hallway was empty i belive, for long as he keeps his word we should be fine" She said

"Yeah but who knows what he will want from me for his silence" Tela said poutingly

"I do not think he will say wnything or want anything, he seemed not to care" Tela retorted

"Exactly he learned how could he not care the most evil race in the word could be going after him and he dosen't care, how stupid can somone be" Tela said excidely.

"If he tries anything, i swear i will kill him then" Fela said with a smile.

Tela could count on fela, she would keep her word but she still didn't exactly feel like going outside, she would just have to put up the silly act again.

"Thanks Fela i can always count on you, but i don't want go back out" She said.

Fela sighed, tela wasn't goign anywhere until she had to.

"Fine , fine we can stay here" she said